Angel

theres some of us that act like an angel.

but these "angels" are most the time fallen and hurt inside.

they may seem happy but there just hiding the feelings inside.

just a little better then others.

some of us feel like nobodies.

some of us feel like failures.

some of us look in the mirror and can't stand the person staring back at them.

some of us look in the mirror and think "I wish I was pretty"

some of us look in the mirror proudly and think of just how great they are.

some of us lye to ourselves just cause they think that might make them feel better.

no ones perfect not even these so called angels.

you can stop the hurt or pain but never the memory.

you can rise up.

but we will never be perfect.

demon

they sit and watch as she walks through the ally.

shes scared and alone.

no ones there by her side.

but still she tries to stay strong.

they tug on her dress and try to drag her down.

but still she walks on..

the further she gets the more fearless she gets

knowing nothing can hurt her.

but like everyone she stopped and looked back.

when she looked forward.

she couldn't move on.

she was still standing strong as the demons came to take her away.

so that they could play..

hurt [2]

hurt is something you can never forget.

you can hurt yourself or hurt people.

you can hurt people by forgetting about them.

not being there for them when they need you.

leaving them without saying goodbye.

breaking there heart while its already broken.

leading them on.

lying to them.

actually hurting them.

but the friends/family's/couples that can fight through there problems figure that they really love each other.

and they will always love each other.

some of the best lovers were killers of love themselves cause they were never taught how to love.

two broken hearts can make a whole.

some people say that true love is never true.

well it is true it just depends how long you wanna wait for it.

hurt is real and everyone gets burnt or hurt at some time

but love is something that can fix it.

you can get hurt but its up to you to determine how long it takes to get back up.

love.hurt.love.die.

under a red sky she lies and beneath a field of black she rest..

for now she is safe the only place were they can't get her.

this is in a dream were she can escape the place she stays

and stay at a place that may be creepy but lets her be free.

the place she stays is in an where all is white

and your always watched and treated like your crazy

Anorexia

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

[courage by superchick I own nothing the pic is of "tonnistar" ]

Cutting

I have a friend that lost a friend from cutting

if your a cutter and someones telling you to stop

just do so please think about it

what if you cut to deeply? you would bled to death.

I know theres times when your overly depressed

and you wanna stop the pain by cutting it open.

but don't give in,and don't give up theres always another way.

think about it for a minute

think of the friends your hurting, the family your killing, and then theres you cold and dead

what a memory to leave on love ones knowing that you cut yourself open to relief yourself of pain

and then so much later on you relief yourself of life...

drugs

drugs are nothing but tools..

you can use them up and soon enough you'll need more..

but drugs are a tool that hurts...

drugs are a tool that can cause grief in it wonders..

drugs are a false sense of happiness

everyone wishes at times they could get happier so they pump themselves up

not thinking of the downfall ... like everything you take something something is taken

most times this takes away your friends breaks family

are you really willing to give up your family's happiness to make yourself happy

cause in the end when the drugs wore off and you face reality ..

how do you feel .. whats it like to watch the ones you love hurt cause of what you do

and in the end your worse then what you were and this time you may not have a family to help you

so wouldn't that make you wish you just kept in the beginning before the drugs you tried finding a happiness in that... always think of what you do before you do it cause you may just loose everything you have cherish every moment you got cause you don't know what moment will be the last.

Lost

where all lost at times

thinking were never gonna get found

hoping for a friend to be there

most times when you need someone the most

you pick up the phone and the only people that answer are doing something else

and can't talk and hang up leaving you empty cause you wish they didn't pick up the

phone in the first place if they were gonna just gonna say hi so say bye..

but don't give up try and find comfort in yourself or just simply write about your feeling and lock them up in a journal.. life if something you can love and something you can hate.. but I would rather you love it and enjoy it life is something you should cherish even the bad moments move above them and learn from them... become stronger then the rest

Hurt

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

[this is a song Hurt by Johnny Cash give it a listen]